I really suck.

I'm hopeless. I was in the "zone" a few weeks ago. I started sketching some stuff but got frustrated and stopped. I keep messing it up.

My great sketches (of which were burned to a crisp years ago), didn't look like these. They looked better and I even got lots of inspiration to do them. Why am I blanking out every time I'm halfway through? Why do I keep loosing interest when I get frustrated getting the eyes right or the hands looking proportional?

Sigh...

I was planning to buy a Wacom for myself but if this slump keeps on hindering me, and if I don't get inspiration soon. I might as well quit my sketching and dream of the old days when I was better.

Maybe someday... I don't know...

I seriously need to get something on here...

BADLY...

Someone help me get off my lazy arse and get me to draw something!

T_T

AI has been on the revive path. Also recently, I wanted to revive my drawing skills. I want to take this seriously now, because I've realized that this is one of the few things that I was good in the past. I don't want it to go to waste. I started sketching something yesterday and I'll be posting it here soon. I've asked to help me brush up on my sketching skills as well as teaching me some new tips and techniques I could hopefully use.

I'm promising nothing nice about my work so please don't be harsh. >_<;

Lol, this is my third post so far on my deviant art account. Man, I really need to update the journal and upload some of my work. Been busy lately and I might be even more busy as I make my way to Hong Kong possibly next week.

Anyway, I was tagged by and it appears that this is some sort of new game wherein you describe 6 wierd things about yourself.

Here goes, I'm weird because:
1. I tend to think a lot that I don't realize that its already been an hour.
2. I can stay up to play video games for 3 days, without eating nor sleeping.
3. Coffee is my blood.
4. I tend to repeat something I've said a million times in a conversation.
5. Want to drive always, but its tiring so I take the bus.
6. Name most of my tech gadgets (PC = Eri, PSP = Primula, Cellphone = Hikaru, etc, etc.)

And the next victims are:


You have to tag 6 other people to do the same thing by leaving a link of your devjournal on their main comments page. Or something like that... >_<

Many months have passed and I still haven't updated anything here. Well, I was about to update but I lost 2 sketches that I planned to color with the help of Rei-dono. I remember placing it on my table in my room. Either my brother or the maid at home threw it somewhere.

Anyway, I should take some time to seriously practice on my skills. It may be hard though because a co-worker of mine did this Aikido thing on my thumb, and I can hardly move it T_T.

Expect an update before January ends. I hope...